I need strength to help my girlfriend.. we're engaged.. and I can't even call her girlfriend because she left me because of depression and numbness and her not feeling, feelings for me.. but.. 5 days ago.. we acted like a couple.. said I love you's.. watched movies.. talked about serious things.. kissed a bit and.. it was amazing.. But now the numbness is back.. and it actually is tearing me apart.. we both love each other but.. I don't know..
She needs you Jesus.. and so do I.. I'm so broken and tore up from all of this.. But that doesn't matter.. What matters is her.. I love her so much.. and I hate seeing her in so much pain.. Please give her some sort of comfort in her heart from all this numbness she is feeling. I can't lose her again..
I'm so scared.. I hope God answers my prayer I've been with this amazing young woman for almost 2 years.. and we crashed 2 months ago.. and I've been nothing but a mess. She's currently going through so much pain.. heartache and depression.. along with suicidal thoughts.. and I'm terrified that one day I'm going to wake up and she's gone.. I hope God heals her heart and helps her through this..because I don't think there's anything I can do.. she's pushed me away.. and I just wish things were okay..
I am lost.. scared.. and confused.. I've been talking to God more often now then I used too..
I am in a relationship with a nice girl me and her have gone through a lot together.. She put me through a lot of pain but me and her still worked things out and going on 8 months now.. She's taught me a lot of things, things I've never seen in myself before like.. Self love and respect. I've learned to love myself for who exactly who I am and respect for people don't step all over me and to have boundaries. I've never really seen point in life till I met her she had an open heart and listened to me I was broken hearted when we met. I got out of 2 year relationship and I was a complete mess but she stepped into my life and didn't allow me to shatter.. she held me when I needed someone and listened.. and never judged me.. She knows my darkest secrets.. and is truly my bestfriend.. I don't know where I'd be without her..
Oh and please keep my mom and my grandma and my girlfriend in your prayers they are fairly ill
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