I need strength to help my girlfriend.. we're engaged.. and I can't even call her girlfriend because she left me because of depression and numbness and her not feeling, feelings for me.. but.. 5 days ago.. we acted like a couple.. said I love you's.. watched movies.. talked about serious things.. kissed a bit and.. it was amazing.. But now the numbness is back.. and it actually is tearing me apart.. we both love each other but.. I don't know..