Praise God!
As I am walking this life on earth there have been many times that I question what my purpose for being here is! Today, as I sit here there are thoughts that keep showing up in my mind. I know God has spoken into my life and showed me His call for my life. I have kept myself safe as I continue to tell myself, and other that there is no way God called me to what I keep hearing. But, today it hit me that I would never come up with these plans for myself. Satan surely would not point me in the directions that I am hearing. So, I am realizing that it is my fears that has stopped me from stepping out from what I believe to be a safe zone.

My prayer request are:
1) For me to die of my self and let go of my fears.
2) To step out in faith and go forth in what I heard for over 15 years.
3) To let go of my humility and become humble before the Lord and man.
4) To start writing the book that He gave me several years ago on the plane trip back from one of the ACCC in Tennessee.
5) To step out in Faith, and open my home to minister to those ladies He plans to send in for healing of the memories of their past.
6) Finally to let the Father use me as He planned when I was conceived in my mother's womb. I am tired of making excuses for why I am still not moving forward. I am tired of delaying His plans!
Father God, I am ready to be sent forth to fulfilled my calling. I am seeking prayers now to go forth as you have called. Father God help me with my unbelief! I give up my struggles to do this alone. I am seeking covering.
Amen