God is faithful to forgive. Where there is life there is hope. Your experiences can be used as a testimony to help someone else. Be the example of God's Favor, Mercy and Grace. Endure and live to tell the story. God never leaves us. When you open your eyes there He is, when you close your eyes there He is. We've all fallen short of God's glory. Thank God for sacrificing His Son to carry our burdens, tears, anguish, confusion and despair. Don't give up. God hasn't given up on you. Live to tell your story, it is important and you are not alone.