Ive been growing on my relationship with God but lately ive been feeling intense urge to seek validation from men which leads me to jealousy, insecurity, etc... My mom has always made me feel lesser than every girl out there while growing up and i feel she still has lesser appreciation for me than others. I love her and forgive her but I need healing. I need deep healing where only God and His validation will matter to me. Pray for me pls. Thank you❤