MY APPERANCE ON THE OUTSIDE MAY SEEM LIKE I COULD BE PERFECTLY FINE! BUT TRUTH BE TOLD I FEEL DEAD INSIDE! IVE BEEN BATTLING WITH A DRUG ADDICTION/ALCOHOLISM FOR 20 YEARS AND ITS TAKEN EVERYTHING IVE EVER HAD EVEN THE 5 AMAZING CHILDREN THAT ARENT WITH ME! I DONT NO HOW TO STOP AND I CANT FIND THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE ON AS A CHILD OF GOD LIKE I NO SHOULD! PLEASE HELP ME PRAY FOR GUIDANCE THANKS 'LENA