STRENGTH IN MY RELATIONSHIP... UNDERSTANDING AND COMMUNICATION! MOST IMPORTNATLY TO GROW IN OUR FAITH "CLOSER TO GOD" TOGETHER... PROTECTION FOR ALL FAMILY FRIENDS LOVED ONES CHILDREN AND ENEMIES!! IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN :)

J.O.B!!! Protection, strength, understanding, guidance, LOVE FAITH and HOPE throughout all my family, friends and loved ones!!!!!

FOR STRENGTH TO LET GO OF A PAST RELATIONSHIP WITH MY EX-HUSBAND JEFFREY...... TO STOP BLAMING MYSELF FOR WHY IT DIDN'T WORK OUT,FOR ME TO FIND UNDERSTANDING ONE DAY THAT ITS UNHEALTHY FOR ME TO GO ON BLAMING MYSELF FOR HIS ACTIONS!! A PRAYER MY FAMILY FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES =) TO NEVER GIVE UP HOPE, AND TO FIND GOD ONE DAY

MY APPERANCE ON THE OUTSIDE MAY SEEM LIKE I COULD BE PERFECTLY FINE! BUT TRUTH BE TOLD I FEEL DEAD INSIDE! IVE BEEN BATTLING WITH A DRUG ADDICTION/ALCOHOLISM FOR 20 YEARS AND ITS TAKEN EVERYTHING IVE EVER HAD EVEN THE 5 AMAZING CHILDREN THAT ARENT WITH ME! I DONT NO HOW TO STOP AND I CANT FIND THE STRENGTH TO CONTINUE ON AS A CHILD OF GOD LIKE I NO SHOULD! PLEASE HELP ME PRAY FOR GUIDANCE THANKS 'LENA