God i pray that my life turns around for the better n that i will be happy n my life..Im tired of being sad about everything in my life my marriage my kids i do everything for my kids n they just dont seem to see the thing that i do..I live with my son n his wife n son n sometimes i feel like they just dont care about what i do r say..Sometimes i just dont want to be here thats all i want is to be with my husband n for us to have our own place so thing will be better n good for us..Im tired of crying about everything the way my life is right now..God i know that it will get better i just have to take it one day at a time..Its just so hard for me i just dont know how much longer i can go on like this living with my husband..Well god im gonna leave it in your hands cause i know u will answer my prayers cause you have been n i THANK you GOD!!Amen