Ok.....big day Friday....the upcoming dreaded surgery. Thank you all who have been praying for me. Though I am awfully scared, I know God is with me and finally feel some peace. I please pray that the surgery is safe and successful since it is so long and involved and pray that I am not too much of a burden on my family since the recovery period is 4-6 months. I feel selfish asking for prayers....but I please pray that the surgery is a success. I KNOW it is God's will not mine....but the type of surgery is so involved. I have many fears......yes, I said I feel more peaceful, but the unknown is so scary....Please pray for me. I appreciate it and always try to pray for others! Thank you and God's blessings to you. ~Karen