Pray that God strengthens his Spirit in me to make it day by day. My husband passed this pst june and since then ive been feeling as if the weight of the world is on me. We have four beautiful children ages 17, 12, and ten year old twins. I am trying to find my way without him but sometimes it gets very hard. I feel like i make too many mistakes and sometimes even God is tired of me. Just please pray for me.