I have been looking for a job now for over a year and am finding it hard to have any remaining hope left. I am discouraged and depressed. My strength and resilience has worn out. Please pray for me

My fiance' and I are now living apart because his 12 year old daughter is uncomfortable with me and not sure why. I am depressed and have no motivation to do anything. He has asked for time to himself and isnt returning my calls. I dont understand nor do I agree with what he is doing and I continually ask God for strength and feel I should do something for god in return but not sure what that is. The pain is unbearable and I need it to be over or resolved as soon as possible. But know God does things in his time not on our schedule and is reason for it. I have been quite and tried to listen wondering if he was trying to tell me something and I wasnt listening. I am going to try and leave him alone completely and let him contact me but it wont be easy so I ask that you please pray for me

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him

Amen