I have been smoking for nearly 10 years, and I have to admit that I HAVE tried to quit on several occasions, the most I have done was 2 days. I used to drink ALOT, but I was able to stop without pause, I drink every now and then, but not NEARLY as much as I used to. I would like prayer, not judgement.

I am really trying to believe GOD for my healing, I have been having these horrific headaches and I am trying not to take the vicodin all the time, b/c I know that they can become habit forming, but they do help the headaches, some nights I actually cry myself to sleep b/c of the pain.

That I make the right choices, personally, spiritually and professionally. Also, forgiveness and inner peace.