I've been where you are and I know what it feels like to have no hope in sight ...to feel abandoned like God doesn't see or hear you and that things will never change. God sees you ,hears you, challenge yourself even tell yourself that you're waiting on Him. He will answer...no matter what it looks like and how hopeless it seems..God sees you. Wait for Him... Hell do more for you than you can ever think of. He did it for me and my story is too long to tell. Just wait on Him ...look for Him to come to your rescue. Expect it.