I prayed for you. I was going through something similar right before Covid hit. I applied for disability and focused on my health while putting my life in Gods hands. I was homeless for a while but God blessed me with affordable housing. I don’t know where you live but San Francisco is great for getting on your feet. People from everywhere come and start new. There’s lots of support here. I hope God puts His loving hand on your life. Amen 🙏🏼