Today MARCH 22,2009 ......4 years ago was the very last time I got to see , hear and tell my lil boy Andrew Noble how very much I love him & how he loves me!!!!!!! he was my beautiful baby boy who had turned 4 years old the New Years Eve before this day:-( Andrew was air lifted to Children's Hospital after drowning while him & his sissy Madison Grace (she was 6 years old @time) were visiting family @ relatives house...I regret everyday since for not being able to go that day because I will wonder What If??? because almost 2 weeks later while in PICU and after waking up after bout 3 or 4 days there,,,,MY PRECIOUS BABY BOY & ONLY SON PASSED AWAY ON APRIL 1,2009...I held him as long as they could let me and told him as much as I could ever get out but somedays I wonder if that makes it that much easier to dwell on... I pray always for the ability for his sissy & myself and rest of family to have the strength n faith to continue moving forward until we all have our chance to go home with the Lord and our drewbear...its just so mind n heart consuming n overwhelming everyday..My faith in God has been tested in the worst ways and I would be lying if I didn't say I even have spent lots of time angry!!! I don't think I will ever fully accept him not here with me but I know he is in a much more beautiful place now and is happy n safe with love all around him... please Lord give me strength, faith and peace so I can keep going for my lil girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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