I need to find a job I just got out of jail for being behind on my child support and if it wasn't for my Mom I would still be there I feel like giving up sometimes but I know that I have to go on

Please pray for my two sons Zak and Lennon they seem like they never want to mind me or their father unless it's something they are wanting to get...they curse me and him all the time...me and their Dad divorced almost 14 yrs ago....I really need some help before I get tired of all this and just walk away....I have seizures and it's not good for me to go through all this