I suffer from a very painful disability,called generalized Dystonia.. I live way out in the suburbs,with out a car.. I am friendless and at my wits end.. I am so isolated I can hardly find a way to cope anymore.. I Love God and the morals he teaches us and I try my best to follow Gods commandments.. However the sadness runs deep within my heart and soul.. A lack of a desire to live anymore.. Please if you read this please pray for me..