I have so many things that i pray for..so many problems health wise and finacial too..My heart is empty and i feel like im in a dark place right now..I have lost so much and have always been a strong woman but now i dont feel so strong. Sometimes strong people need help and others figure ehhhh you will be fine. Depression and anxiety is consuming me and im trying to push through it but its been going on too long now. I have grandkids i care for and whom i love with all my heartI dont let them see the emptiness because they do fill my heart and the dog too..but theres something missing alot missing. I dont care about myself anymore but i want to..I see alot of us prayer for the same reasons and we all have problems. I will prayer for you all and i ask that you pray for me and my family. I have noone left really except 2 sons and one son has spondalitis for life always in pain and he has been struggling since 17 .he was just diagnosed last year. Its so much to handle on my own.If you really knew everything i am going through you would understand . I just dont know why i cant find my way back. Fighting a ssi case too. I pray i win it and its a big worry for me. Ive lost my car my belongings from a storage unit and most of all i lost my mother who was too young and died right before my eyes because fluid filled up in her heart..without any signs. I know my story is long and im sorry, i just need prayers . Thank You for reading.