my name is nirobi.. I am truly struggling . I have way too much too deal with and I feel like im losing it. ihave 1 child I am 6mnths pregnant I currently live in a rehab I have no income I suffer with chronic pain and several mental disorders and I now have felonies I just don't know how ima take care of myself and my babies its like no one can see the good inme and will help me I just want to b able to survive ive applied for ssi many times and they keep denying me , I call myself trying to do right but the more I try the more I pray the worsethings become I feel like god doesn't love me anymore , I just wanna feel loved andblessed by god again