I need prayer, bad. Ever since my father passed last week, i have been either very irritated with everyone around me, or numb to the point of disassociation. Especially with my kids. Everything is falling apart and i cant get ANYONE to help me with these kids so i can be alone. My father was the one who watched them. But now when my whole world is crumbling around me and i just want everyone to go away, EVERYONE is hounding me, having expectations i wont fulfill, and interpreting every thing i say based on their perception and getting it wrong. Im so tired and just want earth to be hit by a meteor just so i can find peace. Please pray for me, i dont know what to do.

Father God, i need help. Ever since my dad passed last week my life has been in shambles, ive never been so unable to accomplish anything in my life. I literally dont even have food to feed my
Kids, we are really late on rent, my car is breaking down, and nothing i do is helping us meet any of these needs no matter how hard i try! Im failing all the way around and i dont know what to do! Im begging you to help me get me and my kids in a situation i can maintain and be stable. Ive lost everything and im struggling and now my kids are suffering. They are hungry and tired and we just cant go on like this. Please. Im begging you. Help us!