I need prayer, bad. Ever since my father passed last week, i have been either very irritated with everyone around me, or numb to the point of disassociation. Especially with my kids. Everything is falling apart and i cant get ANYONE to help me with these kids so i can be alone. My father was the one who watched them. But now when my whole world is crumbling around me and i just want everyone to go away, EVERYONE is hounding me, having expectations i wont fulfill, and interpreting every thing i say based on their perception and getting it wrong. Im so tired and just want earth to be hit by a meteor just so i can find peace. Please pray for me, i dont know what to do.
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Father God,
We lift Mandy to You right now —
You see her grief.
You see the irritation, the numbness, the disconnection, the overwhelm.
You see the pressure crushing her from every direction.
Her father — her support, her help, her safe place — is gone.
Her world shifted overnight, and she is trying to survive while her heart is breaking.
She feels alone, misunderstood, and pushed beyond her limits.
pull her back from the edge of hopelessness.
Give her breath when she feels suffocated.
Give her comfort when she feels alone.
Give her the strength to take one more step, and then another.
Anchor her in Your love.
Walk with her through this grief until she can feel light again.
In Jesus’ name, Amen