Please pray for me. My mind won't let me sleep at night. My days are my nights now. My youngest daughter is a psych ward since February. She has 3 beautiful little girls who need her. She won't talk to me nor allow the medical staff to let me know how she is doing. I believe I went into shock this past Saturday night as well. A young mothers tragic death really affected me. I barely recall anything the next day but my stress, worry combined with frustration, I insulted and swore at my grandchildren ! That is so not me. !! Now my oldest is very hurt and has every reason to be. I am lost my fellow believers. I tried explaining to my daughter and oldest granddaughter (whom I didn't swear at. It was my babies, age 6 and 5, both have ADHD) And just yesterday the young mothers partner joined her :-( Rest in Paradise to them both. Please, please, please pray for me, my children. I need help. I beg of you oh Lord in Jesus's name. Amen.