I lost my case, I didn't know what to do without a lawyer. I think the lawyer for him and the judge both felt sorry for me, but I couldn't be appointed a lawyer thru the court, so I lost. What kind of american justice is that? Anyway, I am heart broken, I know God loves me, I know it, but...I am so sick and tired of losing to that man, in things in life. I am so sad. I just don't know WHY this is happening. I am so sad! Please pray for me, I can't stop crying.