I am having a difficult time slipping back into the bondages of my disease. It is quickly taking over my life and I just want to lose this obsession. Its killing me and I know that I will verysoon lose everything if I don't quit. I need help so bad, I'm begging God to help me save me from the grips of this darkness. please pray for me, I dont want to die using and I dont want to put my children through this again..