I'm having a very hard time handling my new college life... I don't get time with my family and I constantly feel behind and like I'mjust not good enough. I'm sad and upset every day and I feel lost, even though deep down I know this is the road to the life of my dreams - being a nurse practitioner.. I feel that that's my calling. I just feel like I'm lost while on the road that I KNOW I'm supposed to be on.. :/