I'm having a very hard time handling my new college life... I don't get time with my family and I constantly feel behind and like I'mjust not good enough. I'm sad and upset every day and I feel lost, even though deep down I know this is the road to the life of my dreams - being a nurse practitioner.. I feel that that's my calling. I just feel like I'm lost while on the road that I KNOW I'm supposed to be on.. :/

Lord, please forgive me for my mistakes. Especially how I handled that situation with Anonymous. Please, please let her see that I am sincerely trying to reach out and make things right. I know as a leader I have to keep things in order, and I know I make mistakes. Please help me to find the balance between the two, and please let her see this, and have her let her guard down, even if it's just to talk. Please, if things are meant to be, allow that letter to set things right. I just need to her to see that this is not the result I wanted from that one bad day...