Pray that I have the courage to speak what is in my heart. I've been wanting to feel loved by my parents. Constantly I am seeking for the simple things - A phone call, a message simply to ask how am I doing. I have been feeling jealous because I feel like my mother doesn't even want to get to know my daughter but will travel to see my sisters daughter. I am praying that I will see the blessing in this and put my jealousy aside. I smile everyday because above all "God Loves Me and my child" I just wish mom knew all I want is to feel her love too.