I beseech God to grant me the ability to cope with losing my best friend Dragon who has seen fit to throw away our 10+ year friendship. He has walked away from his passion, poetry. He has cut out all of his poetry friends but two. Please pray for me to understand why he is allowing someone to tell him who he can and cannot be friends with. I cannot understand how someone can claim to love another through thick and thin, only to just walk out of their life because someone tells them to. I cannot cope with losing any more people in my life. My husband left me last June. I was in a relationship 6 months after that and that ended without so much as a word. Now to have someone I trusted with my life, my heart, to just leave me like this. I keep praying to God for the ability to cope and move on. But I am having such a difficult time with this.