My divorce happened a month ago...my grief is so much.
Its good to be out of the abuse my wholeness feels the freedom. And yet I miss him being here for dinner...sleeping here at night. He stayed around until one day last week I asked if we might work it out. He grabbed his stuff and left....blocked me from any kind of contact ...no body knows how unexpectedly and abruptly this happened so my heart hurts...and yet I miss him??? Why how can I love him still so much?