Please pray that they find the actual lymph nodes or masses that our cases all of my medical issues!! I'm so tired and I don't think anyone understands at all! I feel like some people because they don't see anything on the outside of me think that I am fine. I try to pretend I'm fine and be nice and be fake and put on that happy smile :) It seems like when I don't put on the happy smile and tell people I don't feel good or just particular people they get upset at me because I can't help them for the day. It makes me feel so sad because I don't want them mad at me!! Can't everyone just understand and everything I'm going thru not just medically but personally too! I can't put a smile on 24/7. Hugs to All