I'm requesting prayer that God will give me the strength, courage and wisdom along with a path to put me in a new direction that will include my children and family in a way that I can pay it forward to everyone who has helped me!

Please pray that they find the actual lymph nodes or masses that our cases all of my medical issues!! I'm so tired and I don't think anyone understands at all! I feel like some people because they don't see anything on the outside of me think that I am fine. I try to pretend I'm fine and be nice and be fake and put on that happy smile :) It seems like when I don't put on the happy smile and tell people I don't feel good or just particular people they get upset at me because I can't help them for the day. It makes me feel so sad because I don't want them mad at me!! Can't everyone just understand and everything I'm going thru not just medically but personally too! I can't put a smile on 24/7. Hugs to All

I go back to hospital on Tues on EGD if there is anyone out there that has a heart at all. Please pray that the results come back fine. Either fine or it is something they can fix with surgery without a bunch of drama. Like Lymphoma or esophageal cancer!!! Thank you for your kind hearts!!!

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Please Please Please pray that everything goes okay tomorrow during my EGD! Also that they can find what is wrong and fix it in a timely manner!! I've been unable to eat real food for quite a while now and have many other issues as well!!! Please send a prayer my way! I will do the same for you as well!!

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