I'm so sorry Lindsay. Yes, it can be lonely particularly now but, it doesn't have to be. Pull in to God and seek His presence. He is always with you and He'll never forsake you. I'm often alone in the physical but I know that Jesus is with me in the spiritual. He is with you also. If you are in need of physical company though, you may look into joining a local church "small group". Or a hobby group. I will be praying for you.