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Jada
Jada Wong
Jada
Jada Wong
Jan 19, 2014

Prayer Request

Dear God,

I am not Christian, but Jeremy Lin showed me that you will always love me no matter what is going on in my life, so here I am, trying to talk to you.

I am in grade 12, and I have already applied to universities. However I am still unsure of what I want to be, or if I would be able to become what I want to be. I am more stressed than ever, I can't even think clearly. I'm alone in Canada while my whole family is in Hong Kong, I'm very lonely and I feel like it's unfair being the one with no family-made meals and no family talks. I'm tired of being independent and I want people to care about me and to help me out, but no one has.

I'm currently trying to pursue a career in Nutrition and Dietetics, but my favourite thing to do is to write and imagine. However in this economy there is no way I can get a proper decent job with a good pay doing just writing and imagining. I feel like I don't have any passion to hold on to anymore. I do like dietetics however chemistry has always been my worst subject growing up, I'm afraid that I wouldn't be able to excel anything even if I do get accepted into a university. I feel really, really lost. I feel like I have no clear direction ahead of me. I feel like everyone around me are going forward and I'm the only one sitting around not doing anything productive because I have no clear goals.

I'm so tired, so tired of being indecisive and weak. I feel so tired of pushing myself and not getting anything in return, I don't want to let my family down but I'm exhausted after being in Canada alone for the past year-and-a-half. I didn't tell my family about it because there is nothing they can do for me - it's all me. I'm alone, fighting for my unclear future with no one beside me.

My chemistry exam is coming up this week along with other exams cramped into a few days, I've lost my focus and the more I think about it the more I panic. I'm tired, I'm tired of my weakness. And I honestly don't think there is anyone that could help me except for you, God. I can't see you, but I hope you can see me, I hope you can shed a light on me and pull me through. Because I'm tired, I really am.

Please be with me and please, please let me know that I am not alone.
I pray in the name of Jesus, Amen.