God I'm asking for help. Life is hard and its definitely real. I don't know where to start. Im seeing certain signs and I feel like im in serious trouble with you. Sometimes I wonder how it feels just not to exist. I fall into temptation easily. I guess I come to the conclusion that im just stubborn and hard headed. Sometimes I think about my judgment day and sometimes I don't know if im going to make it to Heaven. Ive grew up as a Christian but I've always strayed away since my early days. To some this prayer doesn't seem as serious but eternity should matter to everyone. I've always straddled the fence and It should be time to get serious especially whats going on in the world nowadays. Jesus if you are not hearing from me I cant blame you because if I was seeing myself everyday I would be mad at me too. Jesus im asking for repentance of sins and please help me to get better. Im scared and scared of my future. Sometimes I think if I didn't exist there would be one less problem you wouldn't have to deal with. Theres a lot of unspoken prayers that im praying for but you know about it. I'm not living right. If you are angry I'll be humble enough to say that it is my fault. Ive been knowing the truth coming five years and I still didn't do anything. I'm not proud of myself and should be ashamd of myself. Im praying for peace in my life and help me to have a better relationship with you.

In need of serious prayer. Salvation is not easy. Please pray for me.

I need of prayer. This prayer is unspoken though.

Unspoken prayer request. The walk is difficult I dont know how i'm going to make it. God please have mercy on my soul in Jesus name.

God once again its all my fault. I know why because of sin. I really think that I'm in trouble with you. Some people dont have any idea. I feel like im really in deep troubled waters and that you could be angry. After repenting years ago. I went back to old ways. I let lust control me, overeating, have an eating disorder, vanity, idolatry, selfishness, jealousy,crazy thoughts, unforgiveness sometimes, and holding back flood me. Sometimes I'm really scared and sometimes I think im not good enough and worthy. I;m still addicted to worldly music and certain addictions in which you told me to give up. I really feel like im a bad person. I can admit I lost fellowship with you. I always feel alone for the past couple of years and im confused. I can admit I haven't given up everything to follow you. I know certain things are hard. Maybe I'm fooling myself.I worry about whole lot that it actually stresses me out and its heavy weight. I also worry bout my family or if they are going to make it in heaven I probably know why which makes sense.This walk is hard which I feel like im barely walking with you or havent even at all. Jesus please help me.

Im just asking for people to pray for me and asking God if he can help me in Jesus name. The road is difficult I can honestly say it is my fault. I can say that God might be angry at me. I dont blame him. God please strengthing me up and please help me to overcome sin in my life. I have been rebellious and have been doing certain crazy acts. Please help me to get around positive people and someone I can relate to. Please help me to stop lusting and help me to get into the word more. I can honestly say I haven't been reading my Bible as much as I need to. im asking if you can please help me to overcome pride, lust, greed, envy, and sometimes unforgiveness. I can admit that i'm not perfect. Anything that I left off please give me the eyes to see any eras and darkness that is hidden in me.Please help me and my family draw close together and walk the righteous road in eternal life. I'm asking if you can redeem my past present and future sins. Jesus i'm asking for you're help and please forgive me. I'm asking if you can take the wheel.

Please pray for me in Jesus name. Sometimes I think God is upset with me.

Please pray for me in Jesus name

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God I stand before you a hypocrite a sinner and rebellious individual with no self control,insane individual, and a person thats out of order.After repenting to you a few years back I drifted away and did my own thing and became comfortable with it. I can honestly say That I'm responsible for every decision that I make in this lifetime. I'm continue struggling with sin. Jesus I pray to you and deliver me from this path and direct me to the path of righteousness. I tend to say things but in my actions I dont mean it. Please lighten whats dark in me and please work on me God. I can be prideful,lustful, greedy, and sometimes I have a lying problem. I can also admit that I don't be in the word like I should. I run away from truth and have my head stuck in the sand. I have difficulty saving myself and im asking you to help me overcome all of my flaw and all of my sins and wrongdoings and help me to become a better person.

God please forgive me nd help me please. I am really dealing with lust and masturbation. It has been a serious issue with me. I know I cant be playing with this. Please strenghten me and discipline me in the name of Jesus.