my mighty god,
I am loosing sight of what your will is in my life. not to long ago i was an uplifted spirit filled with love and joy and happiness and content. now i am catching myself falling back into the self destructive soul i was before. the pain and the thoughts are coming back into not only my mind but they are leaking into my heart again. i am down on my knees GOD begging for your will to be done, begging that you will show me the way from this darkness before i am lost forever. I am asking for you to come closer to me as i want to be closer to you. I need your guidence and my children need your guidence through me. Im lost God i need you to lead me home. Its cold and lonely in this darkness