dear heavenly father: please bless me with the patience i need to get through this life..to restore mine and my daughters relationship...to help get me back on that narrow path and help me get closer to you and to help me find a job so that i may take care of my family again. Thank you father. and thank you to everyone that prays for me! may god bless you all.

Before I knew my saviour, I used to wake up and go to sleep thinking how horrible my life was...all the bad things that happened..and happening...until I got the chance to know my might graceful and forgiving GOD..then I got the chance to KNOW what his son went through for me..and now I wake up and go to sleep thinking how easy this life is..thats its nothing compared to what our saviour went through in ONE day. And to think that someone could love e THAT much and I dont even deserve it...so I guess my prayer request is that everyone else gets a chance to see...know...and love the TRUTH..the way that I got to see it. And that I get to see all of you in the great glorious kingdom of our Saviour. Where EVERYTHING is possible! AMEN

dear heavenly father
please give me the strength i need to make it through this eveil world. To face the judgement people put upon me. Its not the rest of the worlds judgement that heavys my heart, but the judgement from the people who are supposed to be close to me. They do not understand or even ce o think of the big picture. They jus continue to dwell on the mistakes i have made in the past. Please help me to remember better so that they may not call me stupid or useless, or incompetent, or denounce me anymore. I am not stupid, incompetent, useless, or a waste of breath. I am human and I make mistakes and bad choices sometimes. We all have I thought. Please LORD, help my loved one to understand that. For he judges me worse than you would FATHER...and Im not sure if I can take the judgement any longer. seven long years is to long in the darkness of others judgement. Please lift me up LORD, I feel like Im fallin. Its in your sons holy name, Jesus Christ, I pray. AMEN!

my mighty god,
I am loosing sight of what your will is in my life. not to long ago i was an uplifted spirit filled with love and joy and happiness and content. now i am catching myself falling back into the self destructive soul i was before. the pain and the thoughts are coming back into not only my mind but they are leaking into my heart again. i am down on my knees GOD begging for your will to be done, begging that you will show me the way from this darkness before i am lost forever. I am asking for you to come closer to me as i want to be closer to you. I need your guidence and my children need your guidence through me. Im lost God i need you to lead me home. Its cold and lonely in this darkness