Yes I am young and immature but please Lord give me strength to continue . I have strayed far from you ,and need help to get better and get back on the path its 12:19A.M and I can not get to sleep because I am to drowned in self-pity and my mind , I know God has forgiven me , but I can't forgive myself ... I have had this for 2 and a half years ,I looked everywhere but I need an answer to these thoughts I have committed that I would never ever do... I need help please give me an answer God Bless you all , Amen