God , please help me do the right and not do the wrong help me be a better person , Amen

Lord I have had problems with faith for 3 years now ... I used to be so gullible and everyone would take advantage of me. When I stopped believing in what they used to say to me it made me fell different... I still have faith but ever since then it made me feel less true to myself... Then my sisters started watching horror movies like Paranormal Activities 1,2 and other movies ... It made me feel unsafe you could say ... I started thinking about Demons and other bad stuff ... Now i try to fight off bad images that ,me myself would never do... Its gotten better but I need prayers to stop thinking about this . 3 years I been thinking about this and I hope you will pray so that I can feel safe in my home and fix my soul , In Jesus name amen

Yes I am young and immature but please Lord give me strength to continue . I have strayed far from you ,and need help to get better and get back on the path its 12:19A.M and I can not get to sleep because I am to drowned in self-pity and my mind , I know God has forgiven me , but I can't forgive myself ... I have had this for 2 and a half years ,I looked everywhere but I need an answer to these thoughts I have committed that I would never ever do... I need help please give me an answer God Bless you all , Amen