Yes there is a God and He has not forsaken you. I also have lost both my mom and dad. My mom died when I was 15. I was restored to faith in my early 30's, although I continued to seek him it out for all those years. My father forbade me form joining a church, strangely enough. Once I regained my faith, I stopped worrying about he future so much and realized that Jesus was my mom and dad rolled up into one. Please also seek some medical help--I have been through all the things you have described and come out on the other end. A Bible study and prayer group are also excellent medicine~soothing to the soul. You need lots of prayer support right now.

Hi, My name is Dorothy and I want to share with you that there certainly is a God.I asked Jesus Christ into my heart on September 14, 1965. He Has done many miracles in my life,as I also suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. Jesus Himself sweat blood so we also know He had anxiety with panic,especially knowing that He was going to be nailed to the Cross for us.God gave me the gift of prophesy and I do know that He will show you a sign soon and your life will change for the better. Please keep in touch with me because I have so much to share with you about Jesus Christ! Hugs! Dorothy

Dear Katie, please don't be scared. God has heard your heart's cry and He is with you to answer and keep you safe. Even when you are scared, please trust Him and as you keep doing this, you will find that you will gradually get over your fears and anxiety. I am living proof of this.

Katie, there certainly is a God and there are times when he allows things to occur in our lives to draw us close to him. Please hear what I am saying. He did not cause the things that have happened in your life - we do live in a troubled world and sometimes me make wrong decision that open wrong doors, but he allowed these things to happen. And please believe that if you will have even a tiny bit of faith, God will come through for you in ways you could never have believed. He will use everything bad that has happened and make something good come out of it. I can guarantee it because He did it for me. So, if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that God sent his son in the person of Jesus Christ to take your place - he took our punishment when it should have been us - then you are saved and under the protective covering of Jesus Christ. That doesn't mean you will never have trouble, but it does mean that you now have a Savior who will fight for you and who never loses a battle!