I am just so so so so so sad and depressed. I am so depressed over a lack of friendship. A lack of people hearing me when I speak. A lack of respect when I talk. A lack of from hearing from people unless I open communication first. And lack of being a priority to people. I try to channel this depression and sadness into something else. I’m tired. I’m tired of feeling this. I’m tired of having to suppress it or divert it into some other channel. When will I be a priority to people? When will people take me seriously when I speak to them when will people begin to listen to me?
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God,
I lift up Shawn Hermiz to You.
You see the sadness he carries, the loneliness he feels, and the exhaustion in his heart.
You know how deeply he wants to be heard, valued, and treated with respect.
Wrap him in Your comfort right now. Bring people into Shawn’s life who truly listen, who care, who show up without him having to beg for attention.
Give him friendships that are steady, kind, and mutual.
Heal the places in him that feel ignored or overlooked.
Remind him that his voice matters, his presence matters, and his life has meaning. Lift the heaviness from his spirit.
Give him strength for today and hope for tomorrow.
Let him feel Your nearness and Your love in a real way.
Surround him with peace that quiets the sadness and restores his heart.
Amen
I use to feel the same way. Maybe stop trying so hard and just relax and get your bible out and read about Jesus and know who you are in His eyes is enough.
My Word for today is the only opinion of me that matters is God's: what He thinks of me. "The Lord is close to the Brokenhearted."